Hei, Nus!

Hei, Nus!
Manusia satu itu muncul lagi..
Apa kabar dia?
Ku dengar dia sedang sakit,
Bagaimana keadaannya?

Aku merindukannya..
Aku rindu barisan kata-kata canda,
menenangkan, menghibur dilayar HPku darinya

Sampai sekarang… (bodohnya)
Aku masih berharap, jika suatu saat nanti
Aku bisa berbicara dengannya secara langsung,
Menatap matanya yang balik menatap mataku,
Berjalan disisi kirinya,
Bercanda, bercerita, tanpa ada halangan apapun

 Aku masih tidak bisa melupakannya..
 Kupikir aku sudah, tapi ternyata rasa itu belum pergi juga..

 Sedihnya, aku tidak tahu apa dia merasakan yang sama
 Tapi hanya dengan melihatnya masih bisa berdiri tegak,
 Tersenyum, tertawa, walau bukan untukku..
 Aku sudah senang.
Dan itu cukup.

Nus, aku masih peduli dengannya…

-T-

sat. 15 sept 2012

The Start Of Something New! (Senior High Girl :p)

:D aku sudah lama ngga cerita-cerita diblog inii. huehehe cuma ngepost hal-hal yang lagi aku suka this lately :p 

 Oh iya, sekarang ini aku murid di SMA Al-Azhar BSD, awalnya agak-agak susah dapet temen soalnya kebanyakan dari SMP dalem(smp albesd juga) yang selalu ngumpul kalau lagi waktu istirahat. Tapiii bukan berarti aku ngga dapet temen._. #pembelaandiri cuma waktu itu masih belum sebanyak sekarang hehe :D 

FYI ajaa setahun ke depan aku bakal belajar di kelas X.3 yang isinya itu anak-anak yang sangat ekspresif :D :p dan rajin nanya apa aja tentang yang lagi dijelasin sama guru. Dan sampai dibilang guru-guru paling rame dibanding kelas sepuluh yang lain. Heheh :D :p 

Setelah melewati beberapa tahap "pembulian" kakak kelas lewat MOS, dan lalu aku ikut LDKS, jadinya di SMA ini, aku masuk OSIS. *wettssaahhhh*. Well..... OSIS di SMA ini ngga main-main, dan programnya bener-bener jelas. Kalau diSMP dulu, bagiku itu baru dasarnya aja... jadi aku agak-agak shock pas dijelasin tentang program-program acara diOSIS Albesd ini. huahh!!! 

Hmm apalagi ya. Oh iya! Aku juga masuk Tim Choir loh hehe :D *sik anak choir:p* aku masuk jenis suara Sopran 2, dan pas diseleksi tuh suaraku sempet ilang gitu._. yahh ga terlalu maksimal :| tapi aku bersyukur sekaliiiiii karna bisa masuk :D 


Aku mau cerita apalagi ya.... oh. dan sepertinya aku mau ambil ekskul Basket juga. Karena aku tetap harus menjalankan resolusiku diSMA yaitu : Tinggi. Hehehe :D tapi aku ngga jadi masuk basket. ahaha.

 Jadiiiiii aku anak OSIS, Choir. bah! ._. :D semogaaaaaa pelajaranku ngga keteter. Amiinnn! ya, mengingat otakku yang pas-pasan...aku harus berjuang supaya nilaiku diatas KKM._. (yang semuanya naik drastis ditahun ini :|) 

 dan, this is the start of something new! sebenernya udah dimulai dari kapan tau sih ya._.v cuma aku baru bisa ngepost pas semuanya mulai berjalan efektif. Bismillah :) 

 -T-

Ronan - Taylor Swift (Lyrics)

I remember your bare feet down the hallway 
I remember your little laugh 
Race cars on the kitchen floor 
Plastic dinosaurs, I love you to the moon and back 

I remember your blue eyes looking into mine like we had our own secret club 
I remember you dancing before bed time then jumping on me waking me up 
I can still feel you hold my hand 

Little man, from even that moment I knew
You fought it hard like an army guy
Remember I leaned in and whispered to you

Come on baby with me
We're gonna fly away from here
You were my best four years

I remember the drive home when the blind hope
Turned to crying and screaming, "Why?"
Flowers piled up in the worst way
No one knows what to say about a beautiful boy who died

And it's about to be Halloween
You could be anything you wanted if you were still here
I remember the last day when I kissed your face
I whispered in your ear

Come on baby with me
We're gonna fly away from here
Out of this curtained room in this hospital
We'll just disappear
Come on baby with me
We're gonna fly away from here
You were my best four years

What if I'm standing in your closet trying to talk to you?
What if I kept the hand me downs you won't grow into?
And what if I really thought some miracle would see us through?
But what if the miracle was even getting one moment with you

Come on baby with me
We're gonna fly away from here
Come on baby with me
We're gonna fly away from here
You were my best four years

I remember your bare feet down the hallway
I love you to the moon and back

Taylor Swift - We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together (Official Music Video)

Hey! It's coming out! :D :D

SO EXCITED FOR HER NEW ALBUM! :D

A New World - Nadya Fatira (OST. Perahu Kertas)

These days are gonna be those days

Which I'll look back with a happy smile

and a twinkle in my eyes

And life will never be the same

a different life than the one we've had

from our simple, fun, fairytales

It's strange. It's a new new world

It's loud, it's a hectic world

And I miss my home, I miss myself, and I miss you

And yet I finally found that love inside my soul

And I jump in joy and  I sing my heart away

Your face is gonna be that face

That I'll looking back with a loving smile and a warm glow in my heart

And love will never be the same

A kind of love that I hold

So dear, yet I'm ready to let it go

It's strange. It's a new new world

It's loud, it's a hectic world

And I miss my home, I miss myself, and I miss you

And yet I finally found that love inside my soul

And I jump in joy and  I sing my heart away

Will you remember how we are?

Will you stay with me when I try to be a better one for you,

in this new world..